All this while…

When I said I was tired I thought YOU would continue. When I said I was giving up I thought you would NOT accept. When I told you to go I thought you would STAY. When I closed the door I thought you would knock. When I jumped in the sea I thought you would…

Sleepless nights with painful silences

Have you ever spent a sleepless night with disturbing thoughts? Well, if you haven’t you are very lucky. But if you have, you will probably relate to this feeling. I was alone. In the room, in my world. Some disturbing things had happened that day. Some careless mistakes, some angry reflexes, and some more shit….